You know what’s
funny? It’s the fact that people are so selfish. They’re so brutally, obsessively
selfish. They would screw you twice just to save their own neck and at the end
of it, never even give it a second thought. Yeah, it is funny how for some
time, a few people claim to be best friends and then abandon you? When you need
them most, and are at your lowest? Oh yeah anyone can say you weren’t there for
them when they want, to you but how many can say 'I was there when you needed me
and I gave up everything I had going on just to help you?' Yeah that is pretty
funny.
You know what’s funnier? How people choose to BLAME
others just because its so much easier to blame it on others than to accept
your mistake. Has everyone lost their mind? What has our generation become?
For Christ’s sake, these are our own friends, our own family, our own people we’re
talking about here. Is there really no
honor left in anyone? People lie fervently and make people BELIEVE lies so intimately that the whole absurdity of
the idea turns into irony! I don’t get why, WHY people are such selfish
murderers. Murderers in the sense that they murder pride, honesty, kindness,
sometimes even innocence but above all trust. They slaughter the trust that
ever was or ever will be because if a person is like me, they’ll apply the ‘Forgive
but never forget’ rule. Forgive the mistakes others commit, but scarcely should
you forget them. Forgiveness is necessary for the soul and spirit. We need to
forgive and come to terms with not just the faults of others, but also our own.
Sometimes, forgiving others is easier than forgiving yourself but what we
forget is that we can never run from ourselves. Sooner or later, we’ll have to
come to terms with the fact that we are who we are, and we’re not perfect. None
of us is. We make mistakes and more than
often, we mess up. But it’s the messing up that’s going to teach you what
matters most at the end.
A friend once said
to me, ‘at the end of the day, you’re by yourself.’ She lied. Even if you’re
alone at the end of the day, you’re not going to abstain from living. Tomorrow
will come, and you won’t have to be alone anymore. ‘Help will always be given
at Hogwarts to those who ask for it,’ Dumbledore once wisely said and while
this may not be Hogwarts, it is nevertheless true. Not all friends abandon you
and not every person you encounter will break you down. There still are good
people and hope will always live. Because if it didn’t we wouldn’t be alive
would we? And as long as we live, we will continue to rekindle and resurface
the hope from inside of us. Live free, die proud, have fun play loud. You may
not have moved mountains, but if you moved someone’s heart towards brightness
and light, you have done your job for the day. Never underestimate the power of
the good that you do, because one day it’s going to come back at you, perhaps
at a time of dire need; Karma.
Its been ages since I wrote anything so I apologize for the
extremely crude beginning. Its taken quite a while to write something but it
feels so good to have let it out. I won’t promise I’ll write again soon but I
do hope that writing comes back faster this time.
Till then,
Adios Amigos!
