You know what’s funny? It’s the fact that people are so selfish. They’re so brutally, obsessively selfish. They would screw you twice just to save their own neck and at the end of it, never even give it a second thought. Yeah, it is funny how for some time, a few people claim to be best friends and then abandon you? When you need them most, and are at your lowest? Oh yeah anyone can say you weren’t there for them when they want, to you but how many can say 'I was there when you needed me and I gave up everything I had going on just to help you?' Yeah that is pretty funny.
You know what’s funnier? How people choose to BLAME others just because its so much easier to blame it on others than to accept your mistake. Has everyone lost their mind? What has our generation become? For Christ’s sake, these are our own friends, our own family, our own people we’re talking about here. Is there really no honor left in anyone? People lie fervently and make people BELIEVE lies so intimately that the whole absurdity of the idea turns into irony! I don’t get why, WHY people are such selfish murderers. Murderers in the sense that they murder pride, honesty, kindness, sometimes even innocence but above all trust. They slaughter the trust that ever was or ever will be because if a person is like me, they’ll apply the ‘Forgive but never forget’ rule. Forgive the mistakes others commit, but scarcely should you forget them. Forgiveness is necessary for the soul and spirit. We need to forgive and come to terms with not just the faults of others, but also our own. Sometimes, forgiving others is easier than forgiving yourself but what we forget is that we can never run from ourselves. Sooner or later, we’ll have to come to terms with the fact that we are who we are, and we’re not perfect. None of us is. We make mistakes and more than often, we mess up. But it’s the messing up that’s going to teach you what matters most at the end.
A friend once said to me, ‘at the end of the day, you’re by yourself.’ She lied. Even if you’re alone at the end of the day, you’re not going to abstain from living. Tomorrow will come, and you won’t have to be alone anymore. ‘Help will always be given at Hogwarts to those who ask for it,’ Dumbledore once wisely said and while this may not be Hogwarts, it is nevertheless true. Not all friends abandon you and not every person you encounter will break you down. There still are good people and hope will always live. Because if it didn’t we wouldn’t be alive would we? And as long as we live, we will continue to rekindle and resurface the hope from inside of us. Live free, die proud, have fun play loud. You may not have moved mountains, but if you moved someone’s heart towards brightness and light, you have done your job for the day. Never underestimate the power of the good that you do, because one day it’s going to come back at you, perhaps at a time of dire need; Karma.
Its been ages since I wrote anything so I apologize for the extremely crude beginning. Its taken quite a while to write something but it feels so good to have let it out. I won’t promise I’ll write again soon but I do hope that writing comes back faster this time.