A monster you created

I have lost every ounce of confidence I had,

And this truth now hurts real bad.

I have been stripped bare of my pride,

And for avenging this, inside me a fire ignites.

I have been hurt to the core,

My existence and self esteem forcefully explored, 

And have evaporated in thin air,

Life is just unbearably unfair.

Every little victory I achieved,

Is now believed, to have never conceived.

Every raw form of good I was,

has impeccably disappeared in midair because,

I have been assaulted,

I have been trifled with,

And this has led to my destruction.

Enjoy! For this was your personal instruction.

I want to cry badly, but the tears don’t come out.

I want to screech madly, but I’m unable to shout.

The biggest pain has been to my broken pride,

And there seems no one to be by my side.

My utopia has now been destroyed, along with my soul.

My dreams have been crushed, at the worst possible toll.

I can only despair now, but a fire is burning already in my eyes.

I will fight past every trap and entrap you in my own lies.

Fight me? Try your best, but I’m a monster you created.

I will penetrate past your weaknesses for I am a hybrid of all you ever hated.