The problem with being 19 years old is that you're nearing the end of your teenage years and you'll soon have entered the world of young adults. Any mistakes you make will no longer be let go of because you will no longer be passed off as a child or a young teen. You will be held accountable for every action you take, and that, believe me, is one of the toughest hurdles you will experience as you transition into an age-old world full of misery and reality.
I don't quite know how to portray this correctly, but it's not always dark and gloomy yet at the same time it's not always bright and cheerful either. I have started to take every day as it comes, because every day will bring its own taste of turmoil and legacy and the funny thing is, you won't know until years later as to which day will be recounted with sadness and which will be recounted with joy. Sometimes, I wonder though, would a monotonously content life be a reason for bliss or would it be a reason for dissatisfaction because there's nothing exciting or new to look forward to? I suppose like most other questions that often arise in my mind, only time will unravel the answers to the mysteries that we so abruptly create in our minds.
I don't quite know how to portray this correctly, but it's not always dark and gloomy yet at the same time it's not always bright and cheerful either. I have started to take every day as it comes, because every day will bring its own taste of turmoil and legacy and the funny thing is, you won't know until years later as to which day will be recounted with sadness and which will be recounted with joy. Sometimes, I wonder though, would a monotonously content life be a reason for bliss or would it be a reason for dissatisfaction because there's nothing exciting or new to look forward to? I suppose like most other questions that often arise in my mind, only time will unravel the answers to the mysteries that we so abruptly create in our minds.
